My life feels like nothing.I still can't stop thinking about him. He was the light of my dark cancer filled world. His name is floating around my mind like a rubber ball. It ricochets on place and bounces to another.It's all I can ever imagine, what our life would of been like together. Augustus was special. Me and him facing the world together. I can still here his words ringing in my ears, "I love you Hazel Grace, I love you. Okay?"