Wednesday, October 23, 2013

books I'm reading and will soon write fan-fic for:

The hero's of Olympus Series
Allegiant
Hush Hush
ummmmmmm.........if you want me to read anything else just write it in the comments box

Thursday, October 10, 2013

Divergent

As I run across the barrier to the outside world, I look down at my hand, linked with Tobias' I feel I have done something in this world. Together we took down Jeanine Mathews and released the Divergent's into the world. We will no longer be forced into Factions where we will reside with one lifestyle for the rest of our lives. Uhria looks down at me and smiles. Marlene would have been proud. So would Lynn. They both left the world to soon. Marlene was not even able to control her own brain at the time of her death! That wicked witch killed her. Happy, joyful, childish Marlene. But now Jeanine is rotting in Hell. Lynn was a tough fighter and she fought death till she could no more. That last bit of commentary when she was on her death bed was totally not needed but she didn't know what else to say. I miss them both terribly, but I have to move on. A new era has started and we must forget the past........... For now.

Fare well Finn

 So I've watched Glee since its first season. You ask me any question about the show and I will tell you the answer before you can blink. I wanted to see them in concert but I couldn't, When Cory died I didn't stop crying for 3 days. My IPod is filled with RIP Cory Pictures. tonight I am watching the Goodbye episode "The Quarterback" I literally have been sobbing nonstop since It aired an dour ago. I just hope Cory knows that what he did, he did it to himself.  He OD'd and that isn't an honorable way to go. In reality, there is no honorable way to go. You die. There is no easier way to say it. I forget what I was watching or reading the other day ( I can't remember anything.) But that was all it said. In Macbeth when Shakespeare wrote it, he simply wrote "he died".  In my favorite book, The Fault In Our Stars, the first sentence in one of the chapters is " Augustus Waters died eight days after his pre-funeral." It was the most real sentence I ever read. Because that's what happens in life, you die. No big thing about your life. So, when Glee returns on November 7, we will try to forget. in memory of  Cory, " The show must go on...... All over the place...........or something"

Monday, October 7, 2013

Eleanor & Park

I still think about him every day, after he dropped me off here. When I finally sent that postcard, I knew I shouldn't have but it just felt right. But all of those memories, like the day he gave her the tape, or when he finally realized he was reading his comics. She was a bumbling idiot for most of that time on the bus, but when it was just her and Park, she felt new. Eleanor could forget everything about her life like Richie or Tina and he made her feel special. That post card was just the beginning of the hope Eleanor began to have for her and Parks relationship. they may have been hundreds of miles apart, but they still loved each other, that was certain.

Thursday, July 18, 2013

The Fault In Our Stars

My life feels like nothing.I still can't stop thinking about him. He was the light of my dark cancer filled world. His name is floating around my mind like a rubber ball. It ricochets on place and bounces to another.It's all I can ever imagine, what our life would of been like together. Augustus was special. Me and him facing the world together. I can still here his words ringing in my ears, "I love you Hazel Grace, I love you. Okay?"